Next what?

I have reached the point where I am in serious doubt concerning my future relationship. Is this the ONE, is this the right decision, is this going to work out?
I am worried about my doubts, I am worried that I have doubts! If people really love each other, if they respect each other and trust, should there be any place left for wondering?
Maybe I am wrong, maybe I exagerate but for the time being I am not happy. Constantly frustrated, miserable and irritated. A really happy woman in love...

frustrated

I have no bloody idea what is happening with me. I can't control myself, my emotions my moods. Anything can drive me mad, and it becomes dangerous. I tend to let of the anger on the people that are close to me, and I know that I hurt them terribly. I treat them like shit. I am lost in my actions. Words cannot describe what I feel. I start to hate myself for what I do and say. I am loosing my mind. help.

Svenska holiday

LOOOONG time, almost a year since the last post. A year that was full of unexpected twists and moments. Getting engaged, opening family business, starting a new school, and having a new member of family - a little creature cold Kasper Wincent Wagner - my nephew. It was a huge privilege to become a godmother of him. And looking at him - a funny expresion come to my mind - " Good things come in small packages". Such a tiny human being - wonder if life will treat him right, if he will be happy and plenty of other questions that cross my mind...God bless him!

viva la Chamonix

Finally! My beloved brother has finally sent me some photos from our winter holiday. That was a bad luck, I thought that he wold take a camera and they forgot. So we had to take photos using our mobile phones! Pathetic!!!! Anyway, that's good that we have got those few at least!. Views were picturesque and breathtaking. Looking at Mont Blanc brought the feelings of being a minor element of the universe, tiny and small creature. The majesty of God displayed in all the power and strength. Being in such a place make you realize how unimportant are your worries and troubles. He that created such an enermous views for sure will help you solve your problems. There is no mission impossible for Him.

"Just call out his name,

He'll be right there."

Magnificent! Hope that I will go there one more time. Someday.

I promised

OK. I have promised all my wonderful students that the pictures that I took on our lesson will be placed on my blog. So there they are. My crazy students...I just love having lesson with them!

II A - although talking all the time, class that makes me laugh and happy that I have chosen this job. Just look at the pictures....having fun or what?! Maciej, Michał, Kamila, Kasia, Kamil, Łukasz, Konrad, Wojtek, Paweł, Patryk, Mateusz, Ola, Agnieszka, Basia and Martyna - you are wonderful people that have a special place in my heart! Greetings to you all!!!!

Whimsical mood

Something is in the air...Being moody could be one of my best characteristics now. I can offer anyone a broad range of feelings and emotions :) Just name them...furiosity - here you are, joy - no problem, misery - with pleasure!!!!! God, I'm getting tired of being myself! HELP! Save me!
I do hope, that it is just a matter of the seasonal change...because I am on the verge of breaking up with myself. Everything has some limits!!! Who else can't put up with me?!?!?!

weather-feather

I bet the spring is at the state of war with the winter as it is very difficult for her to start rulling. Neverending fights and battles that we have to unfortunatelly witness. One day the winter gains the "military" advantage over spring and then all humanity is depressed again as we all are looking forward to the puffs of fresh air, scented with the crocuses and snowdrops. But soon...soon she will win. And we know that :)